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[16 Jun 2005|05:10pm] |
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Tommy is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Gabrielle. |
| You consider Sontia your true friend. |
| You know that Daniel is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Molly for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Erin is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Caitlin is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Michelle is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Michelle changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Emma is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Emma has a hidden internet romance. |
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[16 Jun 2005|12:10am] |
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watching Elf...in june. |
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the sadness gene is kicking in again... i hate being home all day and having nothing to do but think. i always tell myself i want a boyfriend blah blah blah but when i get a boyfriend i get so sick of him so easily. im starting to wonder if theres a guy out there that wont get on my nerves. i just want to be able to have a guy who i can talk to and who i LIKE spending time with and one that likes spending time with me and one that can joke around and have so much fun but then be serious when i want him to be i dont think theres anyone that will ever make me happy. and that sucks to know that.
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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[12 Jun 2005|12:02am] |
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you & me [lifehouse] |
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well i wanted to get rid of him so i did it made me happy i felt free the feeling was sensational i felt more alive then when i did when i was with him
i think its true what they say that love comes and goes... its kind of sad that someone can fall out of love but is that true? were they really even in love the first time?
when they said i love you... did they really know what they were saying? or was it something they felt they had to say
when i look back on this past year... it was crazy i went through expiriences that i had never gone through before. its something that fills me with such happiness i want to cry
i never thought i would feel the pleasure i never thought i would feel wanted i never thought i'd be like "that girl" until this year i found out that if i just be myself theres people who dont care what i look like and what i have done and what i havent
they look at me for who i am and not just whats on the outside. they look passed the extra pounds & the pimples on my face
and a couple of years ago... i didnt think people like that exsisted this year i found out that they do and its the best thing i got to expirience this year
the feeling of being wanted was all i ever wanted to know
and now i do.
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[26 May 2005|07:08pm] |
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lifehouse- you & me/sike but its stuck in my head |
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yey today. school was boring. blah AFTER SCHOOL! well i walked home with brie and mal and we walked mal to her house && before that mal like banged on zac's door looking for alice but she wasnt there? so then mal went to her house and me and brie kept walking so it took me and brie like 40 minutes to get to her house cuz brie was too afraid to cross the p00p smelling river even though when she did it it took her like 2 sec weirdo.... well we walked to her house and then there was nothing to do haley called brie and we met haley scuba steve and pj at the huge park then this kid matt long?..came to the huge park and he hung out with us we played woodchips there i guess it was fun for like the one game it lasted and then it got old and me and brie were dying of thurst so i was like i really want kool aid so matt said we could go to his house to get kool aid so we walked to his house and sat in his backyard and took pictures haley left and then steve came back and brie and steve tried to flip me off of the hamock(sp?) well the first time didnt work cuz i would have pulled scuba down with me and then the second time definetly worked. i fell and did a back flip onto the ground and hit the bar and i was like discombobilated and then matt goes theres probably dog poop there thank god there wasnt then i got up and got back on the hammock (sp?) and then scuba kept looking at me like he was guna flip me and i gave him the look that said "you do & you die" well then that fun was over and me and brie walked to her house again then chelsey was there! and then we went to the dollar store brie got some stuff and her mom bought me a gun and handcuffs and a badge. im special officer now. thats what my badge says and so i shot some people on the way home during the car chase.. for some reason there was a car behind us? on the road... anyways then we got home and uploaded some picks of me getting flipped off the hammack(sp?) and some others... i found out that all the pictures i took didnt come out becuase i was pressing the wrong button. leave it to....me. well then i went to subway with my mom when i got home and now im here :-] and now im going! bye lovlies. i had fun today. yey. :-]
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[25 May 2005|09:02pm] |
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MCR? |
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wow well today was kind of boring. blah blah blah i went to first block and finished watching THE MIGHTY LOVE that freakin movie. i swear, it's worth buying. i defiently cried at the end, but hid it from the class hehe...NO it's not funny it was sad. cuz freak DIES! aw omg i cried lksfdjgfdsg and then after that we went to the library that was fun? i guess...Mr B gets on my nerves but other then that it was fun and then second block is gay nothing new EW i have Bio HSA's tomorrow boo i cant wait for them to be over then mrs thornton wont be all like HSA HSA HSA blah alright and then third block was math and steven is freakin funny as shit he sounded like Oleg once and i cracked up out loud (CUOL) get it? o well well then i went to fourth and did boring music stuff SIKE not boring, actually it was then i went home and slept. exciting yey. and TOMORROW HELL YES IM HANGING OUT WITH BRIIIIIEEEE!!!! i cant wait im so excited can you tell? well i am. ok im done. bye lovlies. <3
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[24 May 2005|06:19pm] |
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Foo Fighters- BEst of you. sike i dont have the cd/wishidid! |
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well nothing really exciting happened today. whats new. in first block we watched a movie called Freak the Mighty. i love that movie! i think its really good, you should see it! blah blah blah school was over and i had a fun bus ride home.lol who says that? me. well yea me tara amber and daniel, lemme tell you. thats a laugh. anyways. kmsnglkfjg i got home and then i had to go to the dentist. :-/ the dentist. i had to get X-Rays for my wisdom teeth and it turns out... that i have to get all 4...ALL 4 pulled. i was like...ouch and they didnt even do anything yet. i cant wait. sike. i've never been like put to sleep to have anything done before so im kind of scared. well anyways tomorrows wednesday. yey. half of the weeks almost over. i hope i hang out with brie on thurs. and then on friday thats when the 3 day weekend starts! yey! cant wait! &&& i dont have to do anything! yey! alright im done! bye lovlies. grace
PS!!! YEY ME AND BRIE ARE HANGING OUT ON THURSDAY! CANT WAIT!!! :-D
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[23 May 2005|07:44pm] |
well...today i actually had nothing to do, its very new im not used to it. so thats why im guna find stuff to do after school now so i jsut dont sit at home and do nothing. i was talking to brie today and we decided that we definetly have to hang out and so we might...you know...have a date this week that we're guna cheell...probably walk where the dog was p00pin. (you wouldnt get it) and then we are going to take some pictures so i can start a my space and be cool like everyone else. lol well thats what we decided. so hopefully we're doing that around thursday or so. lol and now well im probably gonig to go sew my bag together some and then watch the season fanale (alright i dont know how to spell) of Medium and then im guan go to bed! haha im so cool. alright well im going... thanks tommy and thanks brie for talking to me today! it made me feel better and hahah hi to andrew T cuz hes cool and he said hey to me today cuz we decided this weekend that we dont talk enough lol and then hi to myself because im cool and im watching Thats So Raven. alright im weird and leaving. BYe. BYe. my Lovlies.
~<3 Grace
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[23 May 2005|05:01pm] |
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im sick of making my journal Friends Only. It's public now. :]
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